committment

is it surprising im scared of committment....i hyperventilate wen any friendship goes further or the next step....my biggest fear is marriage....i don think i cud ever handle it....

i am romantic enuf to think bout marriage but wen push comes to shove id b gone before somebody even said marriage...

but ther is something bout committment tht is comforting....it always reminds me of the song from the serial mad bout u.....esp the lines --

"lets take each others hands,
as we jump into the final frontier"

marriage -- the final frontier.....the supposed last step wen u goin step by step, lookin for the next step....suddenly u hv reached the final next step n tht is marriage...