what if.....

what if he knew he wasn my first choice?what if he knew he wasn tghe one i was head over heels about?she glanced sideways to the man sitting next to her.the one she married.
meetin al today was like a blast from the past.shed forgotten how cute he was.how hed made her feel inside.she still remembered when hed first declared his love....they wer chattin on yahoo msngr and wer in the midst of one of their arguements on random things...
she was so frustrated she had typed....
'u frustrating boorish pig'
'u imaature infantile childish uncaring selfish arrogant....'
before she cud finish, something stopped her in the midst of her volley of abuse...that made her go 'what'?
he had typed:
'i love you'
'whaaat?'
'I LOVE YOU...i thot u cud comprehend what id typed....'
she was at loss for words....

today seeing him brot the sweet n the bitter memories back.....things hed said....things they done...
their love was....exciting...racy...kept her on the toes while now things are comfortable...steady...wit al everything was unpredictable but now things are stable.....
it was so easy to pick up the thread wit al...so easy understand why she had fallen in love with him...why they had beeen crazy in love..they understood each other...yet they weren so similar that the magic of their relationship was lost..they had to fig each other out.....

suzannah was crying in the back and timothy was playing with his car next to her...she had so much now...she had her love whom she loved....who gave her the sense of safety she desired...who was so underfstainding in the true sense....who understood her needs...shed never seen him comin...he was always ther...n finallyit had ended up bein something that had lasted...
she looked at her husband and wondered wether he knew she was smiling at something her ex-boyfriend had said...she looked at her kids and then looked at her husband and smiled....